Quick timeline…. Cause I’m sick of playing catch up….sorry if there is overlap or complete irrelevancy…
Sept: Arrived in country. Bewildered. Whirlwind of mixed language, new faces, new living.
Oct-Nov: Stage= ten hour days of hell. Language. Language. Language. Technical sessions. Only to go home to more work, trying to figure out how the hell to live here. How to communicate with my host family. How to work on a bike? How to see how much one’s brain can absorb before exploding. Sticky humidity. Blah.
Nov: Post. Harvest.
Dec: Harvest. Fetes.
Jan-April: see blog posts, they are extensive.
May: What the hell did I do in May? I don’t know, everything was just trying to figure out something.
June: June I started getting into the bureaucracy and then decided to bail. Did a little dittie for the language trainers on teaching English as a foreign language (As if I’m an expert!!?) It was unnerving, because whenever I get around people who speak real French, mine freezes up and I sound like a child. It was cool to go back and visit with my host family from stage. The village has electricity now, crazy. All they do now is watch television. Ah yes, development for everyone. Visited a friend in the South and braved traveling in country, in the South—which is almost an entirely different culture—and made it back up the country in a run down bush taxi with over twenty people crammed in. It was great. Met some fun people on the ride. It poured rain, which was wonderful if a bit claustrophobic. My great big slow boat to Sokode. Had wanted to stay the night with the Nurse’s wife in Sokode (a big city halfway up the country in the region of Centrale, before Kara), but couldn’t get a hold of her. Splurged on a big fancy hotel room for equivalent of 12USD. Fell asleep before hitting the bed. Amazing real mattress, soft, clean sheets. Waves of blissful sleep.
July: July marked our first issue of “Farm to Market”, the NRM and Small Enterprise Development (SED) collaborative publication. It has both English and French sections and is used to disseminate information and successful projects, insights throughout country. It is also sent to all Peace Corps country desks in Africa and Washington D.C. Yeah resume builder… It essentially consists of us bunkering down for about four days straight of editing, re-editing and designing until we get it done. Lome is expensive and time limited. Like all things in Togo, so we knock it out as best we can. I was able to get to know the country capital better during this time; eat some expensive and delicious pizza with real cheese. Get my Ghana visa etc. etc.
Also in July a group of us went on a little sortie to an agroforestry farm near Kara, to see what this guy Ali was up to. It was fun and informational; like a stage session but self-driven, with beers afterward. The highlight? Besides me butchering French? As we were trekking along the road back to town to undoubtedly wait for a car for hours to take us back to Kara (we were about 30min out of the city) a Chinese road worker (they do tons of infrastructure work here and don’t speak a lick of French…) in a brand new pick-up truck stopped and offered us a ride into town. YES! A Volunteer’s dream come true. Maggie and I rode in fine form in the back of the truck bed, enjoying how easy traveling could be in Togo if one had a vehicle.
Also I rounded out July with a trip to a friend’s village just outside of Kara; stomping grounds of the president Faure. There is a famous fete here called Evala every July. It consists of tons of Kabye (the ethnicity in and around the city of Kara and the Southern part of Kara region) young men wrestling. An initiation ceremony. It felt like a big party
August: Rain rain rain. August it rained like every day. Yup. My roof has myriad leaks in the tin, thus propagating my ceiling (plywood) to begin to rot. One day I came home and there was a big hole from a storm in it, a place that rotted out. I duct taped it closed. One day I came home to a three foot high termite mound in my kitchen. August I was mainly in village. I taught English to to grade levels for the Togolese equivalent of summer school. It was great, super small classes—one with only two kids, at the highest level though—and an afforded vrai schedule. It was a great reason to stay in village and dress up in pagne everyday. Felt a bit professional, if not useful. So that was M-F for five weeks. It was a little unnerving at first (no curriculum to go off of and a deeply engrained ROTE system of learning) but I caught a groove pretty quickly (cause I had to!) and turned out enjoyable and educational. Also, I noticed afterward that I garnered a bit more respect around village, even though it was only a handful of kids, word gets around quick here. Kids started greeting me with little genuflects and saying “Bonjour Madame” (often times monsieur) instead of chanting my village name at me or slyly laughing at me, or averting their eyes. Good change. Gave me confidence to continue to pursue work opportunities with the youth.
At the end of August we had our Mid Service Conference. I wrote a couple of blogs concerning the remainder of August, a bit of Sept and October that you can relate back to. Yam fête shenanigans.
Sept: September I had the Training Deseign Workshop to be a trainer for the new stage. Also, at the end of the month, we welcomed them to Lomé in fine form. The traditional “welcome party” had been nixed by admin because of some previous issues, so that was less fun. Not very many volunteers came down to welcome the new trainees, but they seemed to be enjoying it. A bit bewildered, as to be expected, but a really solid group. I came down to greet them, but also because Sky and I were planning a quick four day getaway to Ghana. Beach time. A cocktail or two.
There is this little sort of backpackers retreat at a beach just outside of Accra called “Big Milly’s Backyard Resort.” It is cute, little bungalows, bucket showers and bucket flush. Nothing we couldn’t handle. They have big reggae nights on the weekends but we were there during the week so it was fairly quiet. Relaxing. We didn’t have enough time though and are looking forward to doing another trip during hot season, go and see Cape Coast and on to a well know eco-lodge further West.
Headed back and forth to village during this time. Back and forth. Back and forth. Since MSC. But I felt the need to come back to village as often as I could, even if it was only for a couple of days. A lot of this was for Jack. When I got back from Ghana, gone for just a week, he was sick. He died a day later. It was heartbreaking.
October: The morning Jack died, I got on a bus headed South to carry out my week as a PCV trainer for the new group. It was challenging. Probably better that I wasn’t at the house. Somehow I was able to pull it together and the week of training was immensely rewarding. I had a really good time getting to know all the new trainees and was glad to be there to support them and try to answer, or at least give my take, on the zillions of questions they all had. It was a nice feeling to see how far I had come, if only in the integration aspect and feeling so much more at ease with life in Togo; having some points of navigation to guide me.
After that I headed back up to Atakpamé to do our second issue of “Farm to Market.” I was a day later than the team, due to training schedule conflicts, but we got it done.
Back up to village but didn’t have much time to work really. A meeting here. A meeting there. Trying to sustain interest in things I had started, germinate seeds I’d planted. Juggling also trying to be there for the newbies, go to their post visit party to support them and encourage them for the homestretch of training etc. This was what they call “mid-service crisis” time. We were all going a little cuckoo.
November: Same as above. We had a little shindig up in Dapaong for our first year in Togo celebration. 11/11/11. First time I had been North of Kanté. It was ‘dead-yovo’ formal. This bears some explanation:
So in Togo, we are always called (or rather chanted at by packs of ravenous Togolese children ‘Yovo yovo, bonsoir!’ –absolutely infuriating and mortifying at the same time), it carries with it a sense of disrespect as it literally means white person/foreigner. In David Packer’s book “The Village of Waiting” about his service in Togo neary twenty years ago, he says it means ‘cunning dog’ and dates back to colonialism days.
In Togo (and from what I can tell most of Africa and I would imagine the rest of the developing world), there is a huge market for second hand Western style clothing. Every marché you go to there are these clothing stands, or rather mounds of clothes one digs through, with some fancy items hung up to draw you over. The source of all this comes from the deep water port in Lomé, they come off the boats en masse, not sure really where the clothes are coming from though. I imagine a lot of Western families who think they are doing Africa a favor. Can’t verify that though. So this is called ‘dead yovo’ apparently because Togolese in villages etc. with a smaller view of the world, think these must be the clothes of a dead foreigner. You would have to be dead to give those perfectly good clothes away. Right.
Anyway, we live off of dead yovo clothes and pagne. And there is some pretty epic gems to be found in those stacks. A hot pink mid-drift with some furbie creature from the eighties on the front? Done. Full track suit in florescent pink and green? No problem. Sea foam green prom dress from 1992? Perfect. You get the idea, a large group of us dressed this way. It was fun. What can I say? We’re starved for entertainment.
December:
The beginning of December marked my return to Togo from the lovely South African vacation I took with my Aunt and Uncle to a game reserve North of Durban. It took about a week to re-adjust to Togo (read: took me a week to travel through country and make it back to post, where I would inevitably be all alone.) There were university student riots in Kara (my regional capital), which gave me an excuse to stay in a PC transit house in the South, in Atakpamé for a couple of days. It felt like a guilty indulgence considering how much time I had already spent away from village but it was necessary. It was nice and quiet, with only one or two other people around, and it was exactly what I needed to readjust. I spent a lot of time loafing, watching television etc. I finally made it up to Kara, to celebrate some volunteer b-days and see off a number of friends that were heading stateside for the holidays.
After that, I made my way with melancholy back to post. All the excitement and chaos over, nothing to look forward to, all the bustling and madness quieted with the dust in the air. Just me and my small corner of the world. It got better quickly, as soon as I was back around those people that make it all worth it and back in the country I’m comfortable in— the North.
Being back home was short lived though… For months I had been telling people that I was going to bike up to Dapaong for Christmas festivities. So, I decided to push myself, to stick to what I said and not bail like I normally would. Last Christmas I stayed in Ataloté and while I don’t personally celebrate the holiday ( I celebrate the solstice!), I felt that this year it would be nice to be around PC friends. My friend Sky and I hoped on the bikes, packed with sparse clothing and lots of quick protein fixes and set off from Kanté. We met up with our friend, and newly sworn-in volunteer, Manda about 40K North of town. We took our time getting to Dapaong and spent the night in a town about half way up. The ride was surprisingly enjoyable (probably because we were on pavement instead of sandy gravel) and we really enjoyed seeing the countryside that way. I am going to be obsessed with biking when I get home. I love it; your legs can take you so far in this world. The last stretch was a bit difficult—a couple of hefty hills and harmattan headwinds—but we made it and had a fabulous weekend with friends. Probably one of the best Christmases I’ve ever enjoyed.